DOTDOTDOT.

i hate not looking forward to tmorrow or next week
i hate the fact tht i look forward to things months and months from now
sometimes it feel so far away, you jst kinda think its to good to be true or it jst wont happen
you know when you hope and hope fr tht day to come and you aspect it to be amazing and perfect
but then yr dissapointed cz it rlly isnt all tht great
hmm :/

i miss being excited about things, its the only thing tht really keeps me alive