DOTDOTDOT.

2010-03-09T10:55:00.000-08:00

"Laugh when u can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change.

Kiss slowly, play hard forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets.

Life's too short."

"When people can walk away from you, let them walk.

Don`t try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you.

When people can walk away, let them walk.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. "

I want long hair SOOOO badly , and it's not even growing .

I'm sick of school , all i want to do is sleep , eat and have fun .

I will definitely have to try kick boxing before this year ends .

HZ, if your not ok pls tell me . im your best friend . i'll always be here for you .

Ok, im 99% sure im done blogging :)

2010-02-17T11:57:00.000-08:00

I'M DONE WITH BLOGGING.

for now :)

2010-02-11T03:59:00.001-08:00

"The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences and mistakes, yet still loves everything about you."

2010-02-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

DEAR JOHN

i want to watch this movie so baddd!

i almost cried just watching the trailer and Channing Tatum is in it :D

i dont like the girl though, she's NOT pretty at all. Ughh.

2010-02-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

LIFEHOUSE

broken

whatever it takes

you and me

blind

the lyrics just get me .

2010-02-04T11:00:00.000-08:00

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
sure

Are you crushing on someone?
always :)

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yeah

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
haha, of course

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
ntah , ikut mood

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
so many times

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i have

Talk to any of your exes?
of course

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
maybe

Think any of your exes feel the same?
ask them

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
sometimes yes , sometimes no

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends

Do you want to get married?
one day

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
hahaha , yup

Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
pshh yea

How many times have you really truly been in love?
once

Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now?

yes i do

Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
if dia leh tahan ngn aku , HAHA.

i want long hair soooo badly :)

2010-01-31T12:02:00.000-08:00

fakhrul_amin27: you,
nadia9ismail: ya?
fakhrul_amin27: smpah i syg u
fakhrul_amin27: jgn lupa i aw
nadia9ismail: :)
nadia9ismail: how can i ever forget you
nadia9ismail: yr YOU
nadia9ismail: impossible, trust me
fakhrul_amin27: :)
fakhrul_amin27: ok

I THINK I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU A LITTLE TOO MUCH.

TRUST ME, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.

NOT EVEN YOU.

2010-01-29T12:14:00.001-08:00

It's such a good movie and its so sad.
i cried about 5 times throughout the whole movie.

its one of the best movies i have ever seen.
it was about a girl who has cancer,
and how her little sister was born just to donate her organs to her older sister.

AND

the whole time i was watching it,

all i could think about was my grandpa, whether he's ok or not.

i wish i was with him right now,

i don't think i will ever truly be happy again if he dies.

hmm :(

"death is death, no one understands it"

2010-01-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars.

Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees,

And goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

maybe it's too messed up to fix.

2010-01-26T11:14:00.000-08:00

i dont know if i can do this anymore .

its TOO frustrating .

2010-01-25T10:54:00.000-08:00

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 4.
- Be completely honest (within reason)

List your top 4
1. haniz
2. fakh
3. izzah
4. kyra

Are you older than your 2nd person?
two months older :P

Have you gotten "sexual " with your 4th person?
HAHAHA, always :P

If you were to go to Disney world would you take number 1?
of course

If you were crying would the 3 cheer you up?
hm , she'll probably say "apa ni ngs nad ?!"

If you found out that 1 and 2 were going out what would you do?
laugh my ass off

Have you hugged anyone in your top 4? who?
all of them

How long have you known 4?
almost 4 years

Who have you known the longest?
i've known them all for 4 years

Who have you known the least?
non of them

Who did you hang out with Last?
haniz

Who did you talk to on AIM with last?
fakh

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top 4, if so, who?
all of them

Has 2 ever spent the night at your house?
no , one day he will :D

When was the last time you talked to 3?
jan 10th :(

Do you love anyone on your top four?
love my girls , inlove with him

2010-01-24T11:32:00.001-08:00

I feel so far from you now.

i know i did this, i pulled myself away from you.

i needed to take a step back and breathe because i was too happy with you.

im scared to be too happy with you.

im scared.

i know im messed up, i really am.

i'll explain everything , i will , i promise.

just don't lose faith in US.

goodluck on your first day of work :)

2010-01-23T09:48:00.000-08:00

"Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay"

BROKEN STRINGS, JAMES MORRISON

"And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang"

YOU AND I BOTH, JASON MRAZ

"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be"

FIFTEEN, TAYLOR SWIFT

"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you"

BROKEN, LIFEHOUSE

2010-01-21T10:55:00.000-08:00

Today;

EXAMS OVER!

thank god, im stress free now and i have this urge to want to go shopping so badly :)

PAINTBALLING!

i went paintballing today for the very first time.

there was about 30 of us and only 3 of us were girls.

hahaha.

it was SO fun.

i was scared shitless though in the beginning cz everyone said it hurts when you get hit.

and it does HURT. first time i got hit i was so happy even though cm skt gila.

haha. teringin kot rse kene tembak.

the best part was when i got hit kt tetek and tk skt cz my BRA support kot.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. that was funny.

the adrenaline rush, the scare of getting hit, shooting people , sorok sorok.

best gila.

and playing with boys is the BEST cz they get so into it. and cm jerit jerit sume.

haha.

i will have to do that again , for sure for sure .

PICS, but tk byk pun :P

white shirts, blue jeans , converse.

we did not plan it. haha.

2010-01-20T08:49:00.000-08:00

"Only a true friend would let me unappropriately touch their butt whenever i wanted."

Thanks for that and for everything you have done for me :)

I will always love you.

I miss you more than you know, Zahira.

2010-01-19T10:42:00.000-08:00

watch it , listen to it , pay attention

how amazing it is that something that started off so negative and cold ended up positevely. who ever did this is a genius. everything she said is true, our generation can be messed up in 30 years but lets hope not :)

2010-01-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

Known as
NADIA

Born
SEPTEMBER 27, 1992

Hair color
BLACK

Eye
BLACK

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER

+ Fallen off the bed?
PLENTY OF TIMES

+ Broken someone else's heart?
YES

+ Had your heart broken?
APPARENTLY

+ Had a dream come true?
YES :)

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...

+ Wearing:
BLACK TOP , BLACK PANTS

+ Listening to:
JAY SEAN, DO YOU REMEMBER

+ Located:
AT HOME

+ Chatting with:
FAKH <33

+ Should REALLY be:

STUDYING

SECTION 4 - DO YOU...

+ Have any piercings:
SOON :D

+ Drive:
ONCE !

+ Drink:
DOSA WEY

+ Have a cell phone:
OF COURSE

SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU...

+ Hugged: SOHA

+ IMed: AMINUDDIN

+ Talked with on the phone: MAMA

+ Text: AMINUDDIN

SECTION 6 - PERSONAL...

+ What do you want to be when you grow up?
RICH

+ What comes first in your life?
PEOPLE I LOVE

+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?
MY SAYANG

SECTION 7- FAVORITES

+ Show:
GOSSIP GIRLS

+ Store:
BERSHKA

+ Food:
ITALIAN

+ Color:
PURPLE

SECTION 8 - DO YOU...

+ Like to give hugs
LOVE

+ Like to walk in the rain:
LOVE IT

+ Prefer black or blue:
BLACK

+ Sleep on your side:
ALWAYS

+ Have stuffed animals:
BEAR :)

SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT...(pick)

+ Pierced nose or tongue:
NOSE

+ MTV or BET:
MTV

+ 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek:
7TH HEAVEN

+ Chocolate or flowers:
FLOWERS

+ Color or black-and-white photos:

BLACK AND WHITE

+ Stay up late or sleep in:
STAY UP LATE AND SLEEP IN

+ Hot or cold:

BOTH

+ Sun or moon:
MOON

+ Left or Right:
LEFT

+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend:
ONE BEST FRIEND

+ Spring or Fall:
FALL

+ Happy or sad:
DEPENDS

+ Wonder or amazement:
AMAZEMENT

SECTION 10: FIRSTS.

First Screen Name:
NADIA

First self purchased CD:
TAK INGT

First pet:
FISH

First piercing/tattoo:
NOT YET

SECTION 11: LASTS.

Last GOOD cry:
JANUARY 11

Last phone call:
MAMA

Last time showered:
THIS MORNING

SECTION 12: CURRENT.

Current mood:
HAPPY :)

Current food:
GUM

Current hair:
STRAIGHT

Current annoyance(s):
EXAMS

SECTION 13: WHO LAST...

1. Made you smile
AMINUDDIN

2. Saw you cry?
AMINUDDIN

SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER..

1. Be serious or be funny?
FUNNY

2. Drink whole or skim milk?
WHOLE

3. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
PARENTS

SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER...

1. Do you prefer gray or black?
BLACK

2. Lust or love?
BOTH

3. Sunrise or sunset?
SUNSET

4. M&M's or skittles?
SKITTLES

SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Do you like anyone?
SURE

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
NOT REALLY

3. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?
NOT YET

2010-01-16T04:37:00.000-08:00

MIDTERM EXAMS .

Sunday, January 17

IB Psychology, 8:00- 9.30am

Monday, January 18

IB Business, 10:00- 11.30am

Tuesday, January 19

Arabic, 8:00- 9.30am

Wednesday, January 20

IB Math, 8:00- 9.30am

English 11, 10:00- 11.30am

Thursday, January 21

IB Biology, 8:00- 9.30am

IB Economics, 10:00- 11.30am

fuck my life .

2010-01-15T03:47:00.000-08:00

last class for Digital Photo .

it was fun while it lasted . i can't believe semester 1 is over .

and now its midterm exams . shitt ,

i swear everything is going by so damn fast .

haihh .

2010-01-13T11:01:00.000-08:00

yes , its complicated .

its messed up , its hard as hell .

yes , it crazy .

its dramatic , its insane .

yes , its non stop arguing .

its non stop laughing , its non stop flirting .

yes , its heartbreaking .

its full of tears , its hurts like fuck .

yes , ITS LOVE .

i know right now its not perfect nor is it stable.

i want to trust you the way i use to again. i want to trust you with my heart again.

but for now, just be with me. JUST ME.

happy anniversary ?

i miss you.

2010-01-12T09:28:00.000-08:00

1. How old are you?
18 this year

2. Are you single?
no

3. At what age do you think you'll get married ?
24 ? 25 ? around that age

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
definitely :)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
can't think of anyone else

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
haniz and the girl & the bestman is the guy's choice not mine .

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
beachhhh :)

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
an island or maybe paris

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
alot

10. Will that include your exes?
sure sure

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
9!

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
not sure yet , maybe BETTER TOGETHER :)

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
fine dining

15. Champagne or red wine?
haram haram :P

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after la wey , aku sangap. HAHA.

17. Money or household items?
both

18. How many kids would you like to have
4 , no more no less

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
ummm ?

2010-01-12T06:56:00.000-08:00

MALAYSIA
i know it was 3 weeks , but it felt a lot shorter than that.
overall i had a good trip.
lots of laughter, lots of tears, lots of smiles.
took tons of pics i can't be bothered to upload and edit them all.
i miss everyone already.
and YOU, i wish i spent more time with you. sorry, yr the best best friend :)

ultimate favorite :)

2010-01-11T10:31:00.000-08:00

BACK IN DUBAI .

hmm hmm ,

back to school , back to waking up early , back to blue uniforms and tie ,

stressing because exams are coming up .

and all i hear from people is , YOUR FUCKED .

damnnn , sumpah malas .

2009-12-21T04:21:00.001-08:00

MALAYSIA

december 22 - january 10

i am not looking forward to the 8 hour flight though .

i put it back on, hopefully it wasn't a mistake .

we'll see .

2009-12-20T13:18:00.000-08:00

i confess that in 2009 , i have ....

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( x) celebrated Halloween
(x ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
(x ) had a stalker
( x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x ) done something you’ve regretted
( x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants (almost)
(x ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
( x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
() slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x ) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( x) left the country
(x ) almost died
(x ) given up something important to you
( x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
( x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
( x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( x) went to the beach with your best friend
( x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
() liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

i can't believe 2009 is almost over.
there was definitely alot of ups and downs but i got through it all.
but i gotta say , im not ready for 2010 yet.
hopefully i settle everything before the new year.
we'll see ,

2009-12-20T12:07:00.001-08:00

DIFF Farewell Party.

it was SO fun.

the club was nice , the food was good , the DJ was insane .

we just danced till our feet hurts .

the best part was seeing Mishal and Farrah again :)

i wish they never moved back to Michigan .

i hate having to say goodbye , haihh .

it was a good last night in Dubai .

tomorrow night blk malaysia . i need to start packing .

haha .

**pics are all on facebook .

RIP, Brittany Murphy

She was only 32, :(

2009-12-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK .

two weeks ok , two weeks .

that's quite a long time , it is a long time .

i don't know what happened .

now im just pissed cz its all coming back .

i swear im gonna punch you in the fucking face .

i dont even care anymore .

just go away pls , go away .

f you .

2009-12-19T12:36:00.000-08:00

TOP 9
pitbull, hotel room service
jay sean, down
jason derulo, whatcha say
timbaland, carry out
kesha, tik tok
jamie foxx, blame it
drake, best i've ever had
t pain, cyclone
lil wayne, got money

just dance .

2009-12-17T13:35:00.000-08:00

After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman’s nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. Is this your husband?” he nervously asks.

“No, silly,” she replies, snuggling up to him.

“Your boyfriend, then?” he continues.

“No, not at all,” she says, nibbling away at his ear.

“Is it your dad or your brother?” he inquires, hoping to be reassured.

“No, no, no! You are so hot when you’re jealous!” she answers.

“Well, who in the hell is he, then?” he demands.

She whispers in his ear “That’s me before the surgery.”

HAHAHAHA

2009-12-17T13:18:00.000-08:00

Whats your favorite color gummy bear?

red

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sexs body?

abs abs abs and biceps :)

Have you ever sang a song for someone you cared about?

yeah

Ever had a song sang for you?

yea

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?

nope

Do you know how to dance?

sure

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?

in my room

What is your favorite thing that is green?

my new top :)

What did your last text message say?

night :)

Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?

boxers

What is your middle name?

fathiha

What is the way to your heart?

What do you smell like?

shit

Whats in your pocket?

these shorts dont have pockets

Anything in your mouth?

nope

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?

haha

Do you have freckles?

taik lalat ada la :D

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?

five

Whats the last movie you saw in the theater?

new moon

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?

too many times

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?

ew no

Name a song that you know all the words to:

byk kot

Are you in love with someone right now?

who knows

Whats the last thing you watched on TV?

keeping up with the kardashian

Whats the last video game you played?

i dont play video games

Who is your daddy and what does he do?

Mohamad Ismail, he gets people to invest shit in malaysia.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?

i use to !

Do you have an uncle named Joe?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

What word do you use when people pass gas?

fart or kentut :)

Do you wear glasses?

at home

What can you hear right now?

music

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?

same same

Ever been overseas?

yea

What are your plans for today?

lunch and a movie

How long have you had MySpace?

3 years ?

What was your favorite childhood show?

barney and power rangers

Are you close to your siblings?

cmtu cmtu je la

What was your first job?

not sure yet

Do you bite your nails?

habit

Do you like your feet?

Do you sleep well at night?

amazingly :)

2009-12-17T13:02:00.000-08:00

it was good.

but truthfully, i dont think edward is a good actor.

i love jacob though :)

omg, his body is WOW.

i would so do him, im not even kidding.

hahaha.

the whole warewolf thing is kinda sexy.

hot guys getting mad is such a turn on.

HAHA.

2009-12-15T11:33:00.000-08:00

READ THIS, I WANT TO TEST YOUR MIND.

thepenisinmymouth

did you read " the pen is in my mouth" ?

HAHAHAHAHA!

i didn't , otak aku kotor kot :P

lifehouse , broken

i ADORE this song

2009-12-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

this problem keeps happening over and over again .

seriously ?

open your eyes and consider other people's feeling jgk la wey .

atleast they are making an effort , ARE YOU ?

ni je la aku nk ckp , ingt tk time dulu dulu ?

just because people move doesn't mean you forget them .

kawan apa cmtu ?

HAIHHH .

im not mad at anyone , and im not gonna argue with anyone .

i love you all .

period .

2009-12-14T12:09:00.000-08:00

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
SINGLE

2) Are you happy with where you are?
TO EARLY TO TELL

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
I THINK I DO

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
YEAP

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
NO , NEVER .

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
DEPENDS BUT PROBABLY NOT

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
YEA

8) Do you want children?
OF COURSE

9) How many?
4

10) Would you consider adoption?
IF TLEH BERANAK

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
ASK ME OUT ON A DATE AND TELL ME :)

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
SOMETIMES

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
EARLY ON , YEA

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
MAYBE FOR SOME PEOPLE

15) Are you romantic?
GUILTY :)

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
MAYBE SOMEONE

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
HUGE WEDDING ON AN ISLAND

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
NO COMMENT. HAHA.

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
EVERYONE HAS

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
YEAH

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
MAYBE , TGK LA AKU SYG DIA BYK MANA. HAHAHA.

2009-12-14T10:06:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

2009-12-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

it's raining in Dubai :)

i gotta say, the best part of this place is when it gets cold .

love it .

but next week blk malaysia panas pulak .

HAHA .

as much as i want to go back, i really don't want to pack.

and the 8 hour flight ? hate it.

9 more days .

2009-12-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

i know i messed up but i think i needed to.

it really made me think.

truthfully,

i don't know what i want anymore.

but it's fine.

because i'll make everything ok again.

i don't want to depend on anyone anymore.

031009 was the last time.

2009-12-11T12:32:00.000-08:00

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?:
yeahh

Can you dance?:
hell ya

Can you do a cart wheel?:
no :(

Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?:
kinda

Can you touch your toes?:
sometimes

Can you whistle?:
nope

Can you wiggle your ears?:
i wish !

Can you wiggle your nose?
yea

THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:
almost

Did you ever run away from home?:
ALMOST, da pack kot time tu :P

Did you ever want to be a doctor?:
no .

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
if i was a guy, YA

THE DOS:

Do you believe in God?:
of course

Do you know how to swim?:
ya ya

Do you like roller coasters?:
sometimes , yg tk gila sgt

Do you own a bike?:
no , haha .

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
no way

THE DOES:

Does hair loss run in your family at all?:
no , thank god !

Does your car get good gas mileage?:
ill tell you once i get a car :)

Does your family have family picnics?:
not anymore

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?
too many times

Have you ever asked someone out?:
yeap

Have you ever been asked out by someone?
yea yea

Have you ever been to the ocean?:
i think so

Have you ever gone fishing?:
yes , its boring

Have you ever painted your nails?:
sure

THE HOWS:

How did you find out about myspace?:
haniz zahira

how many people are on your friend's list?:
entah

How many of them have you met in person?:
alot kot ?

How many times has your profile been visited?:
i dont know

How tall are you?:
154 cm ,i think

How much money do you have on you right now?:
100+

THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?:
Soha

Last thing you said out loud?:
"the tv is fine." to daddy

Last thing someone said to you?:
your alright babe ?

THE WHATS:

What are you listening to?:
Jason Derulo, Watcha Say

What is the weather outside?:
COLD AND RAINY :)

What radio station do you listen to?:
Virgin

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
Dome

What was the last thing you bought?:
necklace

What was the last thing you had to drink?:
peach tea

what was the last t.v. show you watched?:
E News

What's up with your myspace picture?
cantik kot . HAHAHAHAHA

THE WHOS:

Who is your newest friend you added to myspace?:
Alia

Who was the last person you IM'd?:
Haniz

talked to on the phone?:
Yasmin

Who is your current crush?:
HEHEHE :)

Who was the last person you took pictures with?:
Ahmad .

Who is in your default picture?:
me

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?:
izah kot

Who was the last person you said i love you to?:
zahira <33

2009-12-09T11:40:00.000-08:00

this is the ONLY picture i have from DIFF.
i was so busy and things were hectic tk dpt ambik gmbr.
i met this guy for like 5 min and he was like " let's take a picture"
i pn , "why not right ?"
hahaha , cm baru kenal but wtever la .
and we talked and talked and i found out that he's one of my friend's ex bf.
HAHAHAHA.
small world :)

The grand opening was fun but penat sgt kot.

Met so many new people

This is will be on till the 16th so hopefully the fun continues .

2009-12-08T10:07:00.000-08:00

Is there someone who always makes fun of you?
more than one person

How far away is the last person you kissed?
far far

Has someone ever told you that they would be with you forever?
yeah , and i believed it .

Have you ever had alcohol poisoning?
not yet :P

Any plans for tomorrow?
school and DIFF

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
sometimes

What do you want most right now?
to know what happened

When was the last time you were sick?
last week

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
sometimes 5 min , sometimes 30 min

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hopefully :)

Ever thrown up in public?
yeahh

Where would you like to live?
not sure

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
Syakir

When was the last time you cried?
2 days ago

Do you miss anything/anyone?
ya , YOU .

Who was the last person you talked to?
mama

What is the worst subject they teaching school?
math

Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
i get along with everyone :)

What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
black or purple

Have you ever been in a car accident?
ye kot .

Where would you like to be right now?
on my bed

What do you hear?
come home, one republic

Last person you texted?
Soha

Is anything bugging you right now?
same fucking thing that's been bugging me for the past 2 months

Do you hate being alone?
yeap

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
malas ah bangun

What did you do yesterday?
school and DIFF Training

Will this weekend be a good one?
hell ya

What were you doing at 7am this morning?
showering

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
of course

What did you do Saturday?
this saturday ? ttau lg .

What woke you up this morning?
mama

Who was the last person you rode in a car with besides family?
Soha's HOT brother :)

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
fakh fakh

What are you thinking about right now?
nape la perut aku ni sakit ?

Last night did you go to sleep smiling?
pshh ,

Did you have a good day yesterday?
it was fine

What is your current mood?
sakit perut

Wearing:
t shirt

If the year consisted of one season what would you choose?
summer or autumn :)

Have you ever been out past curfew?
i dont have a curfew

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
like it matter , people drink anyways

How many friends have your back?
not sure

Do you need a hug?
i would love one :)

Is it a hard time for you?
sometimes

How are you doing in school?
not so good

Could you cry right now?
for sure

What are you doing after this?
homework

Are you dating the person you currently like?
nope

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
him

What do you want to do when you grow up?
marry the guy i love & make alot of money .

2009-12-08T09:05:00.001-08:00

WEDNESDAY , DECEMBER 9TH

Dubai International Film Festival Grand Opening!

It's gonna be glamorous , hectic , fun but very tiring .

THURSDAY , DECEMBER 10TH

Aman's Birthday Party .

Sleeping over at Soha's :)

FRIDAY , DECEMBER 11TH

Paintballing !!

Sumpah excited and everyone said it hurts like hell ble kena tembak ,

But still i don't care , kena la try kot :P

**Congrats to those who have finished their SPM .

2009-12-06T11:16:00.000-08:00

JESSICA STROUP

my lesbian crush :)

she is SO gorgeous, amazing sense of style & her hair <33

she's my fav in 90210

**im really trying here, i know you told me i don't have to anymore but i can't let this go.

just please open yr heart and tell me what's going on.

and i'll let go after that if u want me to.

i just need to make sense out of all of this.

IT'S ME uu.

please think about it.

2009-12-05T00:45:00.000-08:00

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.

And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.

It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time.

It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on,

& when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.

When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want.

When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start.

When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away.

It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different

& they may never be the same.

You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter,

you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. "

EXACTLY .

i just want to be able to sleep again .

curi from ina :)

2009-12-04T02:39:00.000-08:00

Honestly, what colour is your underwear?
white

Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
"dia jaga i"

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
this survey

Honestly, what did you do today?
nothing yet

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
i don't think im ugly

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
yeap

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
of course

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
kind of

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
the people i love

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
habit

Honestly, what is your mood right now?
sad

Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
apparently so

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes please

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
yeah

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
nope

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
haniz

Honestly, are you loyal?
yes

Honestly, are you in denial?
completely

Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
for sure

Honestly, who is your best friend?
HANIZ ZAHIRA

Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
haha

Honestly, do you like someone?
no

Honestly, does anyone like you?
i don't know

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
yeah, up my ass

Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
sure

2009-12-04T01:57:00.000-08:00

make it stop.

please make it stop. i can't take it.

it hurts too much.

i can't take the pain anymore.

im already alone and broken.

now im replaced.

everyone said im weak, im an idiot, just let go.

but i can't, i tried to let go but i can't.

i pretend like this is all just a nightmare and i will wake up one day.

i know you don't want my heart anymore but please don't break it anymore.

let me down gently please.

everything you said just keeps playing in my head over an over again.

it hurts.

i know im weak.

2009-11-29T10:49:00.000-08:00

"i love you"

DON'T SAY IT IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT

it's THAT simple

Oman for 2 or 3 days.

2009-11-29T10:35:00.000-08:00

Arabia's Wildlife Center & Animal Farm

My parents and their friends decide to bring us all to the zoo.

It was suprisingly fun though :)

anak aku :)

2009-11-27T08:43:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :)

**i didnt get to wear my new baju kebaya because the guy bwt tk betul :(

2009-11-26T11:16:00.000-08:00

MUHAMMAD FAKHRUL AMINUDDIN :)

Happy 17th Birthday.

I've only known you for a couple of years,

But you are one the greatest people i have ever met.

You have always been so sweet and sincere to me.

You always know how to make me laugh, you always know how to make me smile.

Before i met you, i never knew how it felt to love someone.

I have never loved and cared about anyone like i do about you.

I know you will grow up to be an amazing, successful dentist.

DON'T EVER CHANGE.

Your perfect in your own way aminuddin.

Take care of yourself.

I'll always be here for you.

Thanks for all the great memories.

i love you.

2009-11-26T10:47:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THE BEACH :)

2009-11-26T02:27:00.000-08:00

JOHN MAYER.

what the hell was he thinking?

hahahaha.

it must hurt his balls :P

anyways, LOVE his music.

Top 3;

daughters

your body is wonderland

free fallin

2009-11-25T11:16:00.000-08:00

Where is your Mother?
tv place

Where is your Father?
out

Do you like to swim?
sometimes

Do you need to return anyones phone call?
yeah tp malas

Where were you born?
malaysia

Where do you keep your birth certificate?
my mom keeps it

How many days until your birthday?
can't be bother to count right now

What is the closest orange object to you?
highlighter

Have you sneezed in the past hour?
no

How many books are in your room?
alot

What did you last eat?
spaggetti

Who is your favorite teacher of all time?
Mr. Barber . He's hot .

Name one of your goals for this year?
atleast a 3.3 gpa

What is the worst thing you have done to a guy?
kick his balls

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
hell no

What does your 9th message on your phone say?
"your coming for sure yeah? At 6? :)"

Look to your left. What's there?
closet

Ever pop someone else's pimple?
haha ya .

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
sometimes a min , sometimes an hour

Are you scared about the end of the world?
of course

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
no

What are you looking forward to?
sleeping

What comes to your mind when I say red?
blood

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
arabic

Do you crack your neck often?
nope

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
yeap

Is it possible to lick your elbow?
nope, ive tried

Worst feeling in the world?
someone you love leaving you

What's your current favorite commercial?
oscar mayer , all time favorite :)

Name something you think is pointless?
love

Favorite fast food restaurant?
subway ?

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
yeah

Would you concider yourself as a pyro?
a what ?

Did you have a weird dream last night?
i always have weird dreams

Do you wish at 11:11?
when im with Nora, yeah .

Do surveys really cure boredom?
sometimes

2009-11-25T10:44:00.000-08:00

i want a tattoo .

its ok . i give up .

2009-11-24T09:55:00.000-08:00

I CAN FINALLY SNAP MY FINGERS !

after years and years of practicing ,

its all worth it .

**but is it suppose to hurt ? haha .

2009-11-23T06:23:00.000-08:00

Does everyone deserve a second chance?
depends on their mistake

Have you ever lost someone who meant a great deal to you?
yeah

What were you doing an hour ago?
sleeping :)

Are you happy?
i don't know

When was the last time you talked to the person you last kissed?
yesterday

What's the 1st thing you do when you're mad?
maki org ? :D

How many people do you actually trust with everything?
two

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
yeah ,

Are you thinking about a certain person right now?
i am

Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
nope

Last thing you ate?
tic tac

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing "truth or dare"?
dare

Do you have any hidden talent?
im talentless :(

Has anything exciting happened in your life lately?
im not sure

If you were to die today do you think everybody on your top friends list would care?
of course , they love me :)

Are you emotionally strong?
not anymore

What are you doing?
listening to music

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
yeap

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
daddy

Are you busy tomorrow?
im not sure yet

Has anything upset you in the last week?
sure

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
haihh tak .

Are you generally a happy person?
yeah

Are all of your friends virgins?
HAHA , 40% arent .

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
not really

Do you want to see somebody right now?
of course

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on your bed?
yeah , my bed in malaysia la .

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
hmm ?

When is the last time you cried?
semalam kot .

Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
lost

Do you find it hard to trust others?
i barely trust anyone

Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
not at all

You're trapped in a room with your most recent ex for 3 days, what do you do?
alot of shit .
knowing US , it won't even feel like 3 days .

Don't tell me lies, so where's the person you miss the most?
Jalan Saga , Bandar Sri Damansara , Malaysia :/

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yup

Do you open up to a lot of people?
why bother ? no one understands

Do you trust all of your friends?
nope

How many tattoos would you get?
one , on my wrist

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
one and only one .

How often do you honestly cry?
no comment

How much money have you spent today?
4dhs

How many scars do you have?
alot

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
of course

How's your heart lately?
broken

What are you doing tomorrow?
school and maybe the mall jp

What are you looking forward to?
balik malaysia

Are you listening to music right now?
Drake- Best I Ever Had

How long can you go without your phone?
ntah

Who last called you babe or baby?
one of my girlfriends

Your enemy is at your doorstep begging for forgiveness, what would you do?
probably :D

What pissed you off yesterday?
the same fucking thing that keeps pissing me off

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
homework

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
2 days ago , my glasses :(

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a K?
on the cheek ? yeah .

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
27

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
yeah :)

Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
yes yes !

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
barely

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
plenty of times

Are you happy with life right now?
i don't know

Are you currently jealous?
no

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
ya , im sorry .

KARMA

Something you really want right now?
bknnya aku akan dpt pun . BABI .

Do you avoid physically unattractive people, even before knowing them?
usually , i know im shallow :P

2009-11-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

THE WAVE .

It's in German but it's good .

THE KITE RUNNER .

amazing but sad .

half of the time there speaking Afghanistan language though .

i don't know what their language is called .

HAHA.

2009-11-22T09:56:00.000-08:00

My friends and I decided to volunteer to help out for DIFF.

Dubai International Film Festival is this huge festival where celebrities, and people involve in the entertainment world comes to Dubai and watch the movies.

Its like a movie premiere with red carpet and cameras but instead of one movie its more like 15 movies.

HOPEFULLY, i get to work on the red carpet and see celebrities :D

It will be fun .

2009-11-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

What's your middle name?
FATHIHA

Were/are you good in school?
NOT AS GOOD AS I WANT TO BE

Do you wear skinny jeans?
OF COURSE

How many times have you been to the beach?
ALOT

Have you ever been told that you're a bad kisser?
SO FAR, NOPE :)

Would you ever consider being the new BOND girl?
HELL YA

What was your reaction when Michael Jackson died?
ENTAH

Would you ever become a prostitute in times of need?
MAYBE , MAYBE NOT

Do you believe in God?
YES .

Do you like Roald Dahl?
LOVED HIS BOOKS WHEN I WAS YOUNG .

What's your favourite quote and why?
I HAVE ALOT BUT MY CURRENT ONE IS ;

"TRUTH IS, EVERYONE IS GOING TO HURT YOU. YOU JUST GOTTA FIND THE ONES WORTH SUFFERING FOR."

-BOB MARLEY

Is Orlando Bloom hot or just a pretty boy?
PRETTY BOY

Have you ever written poetry?
YEAP

Would you go up to a stranger and give them a hug?
DEPENDS .

Whos your favourite JONAS BROTHERS ?
JOE :)

If you had a family member with cancer, would you shave your head?

IF IT SOMEHOW HELPS THEM SURVIVE... YEAH.

Love or lust?
I CANT HAVE LOVE WITHOUT LUST .

Is there really a difference between the two?
LUST IS MORE PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL

LOVE IS MENTAL AND FROM THE HEART .

Have you ever seen a panda in real life?
YEA

Have you ever been under the influence?
HAHAHA . NO CMMT .

Everything happens for a reason, right?
I HOPE SO .

Would you ever name your daughter Lucinda?
HELL NO

Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
I WISH!

Are you good at magic tricks?
AGAIN , I WISH!

Do you do karaoke? If not, have you ever done it?
NOT REALLY , MY VOICE SUCKS .

Are you a night owl?
YES YES

Small town or big city?
BOTH .

Are you a flirt?
APPARENTLY SO :P

If you were a different person, would you date yourself?
SURE , WHY NOT .

Who do you look up to?
MY GRANDPA

What do you want people to remember about you when you die?
THE GOOD THINGS.

Why?
PSHH, I DKN .

2009-11-21T08:14:00.000-08:00

i ♥ my new jeans , i ♥ my new bag

i ♥ SHOPPING :)

i am addicted .

i WANT a vest , a jumper , a long dress .

2009-11-20T11:51:00.000-08:00

im not the biggest fan of roller coaster,

but the one i went on today, BAPAK BEST :D

it is one of the best way nk release tension.

close your eyes, scream your head off!

and for that whole 5 mins on the roller coaster,

all the problems and the anger and the sadness just went away.

it was a good feeling.

i will HAVE to do that again :)

** dancing is still my favarite way to release stress though.

i talked to HIM today.

i asked HIM about 5 times if HE was alright,

and HE said "don't worry, ill survive" and HE laughed.

a tear drop ran down my face.

HE said "take care and be happy"

i said "be strong and i love you so much"

HE need chemotherapy and another operation.

the cancer is still there.

im scared shitless and HE is the one that's trying to be strong for me.

i dont know if i can face HIM without breaking down.

i love you ABAH CHAK.

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.

DON'T LEAVE.

2009-11-19T11:13:00.000-08:00

In digital photo we had to make our own business card,
i want to be the editor of a magazine .
I can't wait to have a career, be independant, make my own money, have a mini cooper and go shopping.

IM OVER IT .
THANKS FOR MAKING ME THINK .
:)

2009-11-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

How many texts are in your inbox?
ntah, it doesnt say

Where did your last hug take place?
school

Who was the last person you talked to?
dania

Whats the first text in your inbox say?
"Hey babe. sorry i just had detention. haha. whats up? xx"

When was the last time you smiled?
5 min ago ?

Does anyone like you as more than a friend?
i dont know

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mama

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
haniz and fakh

What are you looking forward to?

eid break and winter break

Are you a forgiving person?
depends

What is something you really want right now?
food

How many TRUE friends do you have?
ntah, a couple kot

What is the last thing you put in your mouth?
water

How late did you stay up last night and why?
midnight, bwt hw :/

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
probably

Do you prefer to call or text?
call

Who took your profile picture?
me :)

What is your ring tone?
BLAME IT- JAMIE FOXX

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
yeah :)

Who was the last person you saw in person?
besides family? the driver.

When is the next time you will hug someone?
tomorrow morning

What are you doing this coming weekend?
Flo's Birthday or just with family

What are you eating?
nothing :(

Who was the last person you texted?
aminuddin

First person under J on your cell phone?
James

Do you hate that person?
nope nope

Do you have any fun plans for tomorrow?
school and carolina's maybe.

How many and what kinds of animals are there in your house?
none

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
yeah

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
daddy

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
of course

Male or female for a best friend?
both

Where was your default picture taken?
my room

What does your last sent text say?
something about wishing fakh goodluck.

2009-11-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

TO YOU GUYS;

GOODLUCK FOR YR SPM!
YOU GUYS HAVE PREPARED YRSELF SO MUCH FOR THIS.
SO DON'T GIVE UP AND BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT.
SMYG AND DOA BYK BYK AND STUDY.
ALL OF YOU GUYS WILL DO GREAT.
ALL THE BEST :)

HAVE FATE .

2009-11-14T10:09:00.001-08:00

"I nak ape? i rndu u tau tk. hm. i want you..."
21-09-2009

"Jgn tnggalkn i lame2. i rindu u gla u. i nk pgg tgn u. hug u. kiss u."
28-08-2009

"Heyy, its 14. I knw kte tk tgether dah but jst to let u knw, i alwys want u and love you. You'll always be my princess. Sayang you sgt. Happy Anniversary."
14-05-2009

"Of course i nk u. U je yg i nk. U i pnye u. Pls u. Ok? I tk mkn ubt. Nnt ngntok. I tnk. I nk ckp ngn u. Rndu u. U i pnye. Frever and ever. I tkkn lpskn. Ily."
23-01-2009

"I buat u senyum :) i ske. I senyum ble i bwt u happy. Hmm, call tau nnt. I tnggu. Pls. Syg u smpai mati."
22-10-2008

"U tleh cll ke? I pn tk u, i tk ok lngsng. I nk u. U smngat i u. I rndu gle kt u. I nd u la u. I tkkn tngglkn u. I tleh tde u. I syg u."
5-10-2008

"ILOVEYOU(: i da otw blk dh. Rndurndu u. Im yrs forever yg. Forever. Cinta u sgtsgt."
21-09-2008

"Aww baby, dnt cry. Im here. Ok? Im always wth u syg. I love you."
2-09-2008

"Ok. Umm. Tk, Tk lngsng! Mata u ngn dia tk sama lngsng. Mata dia cntk. Mata u lawa gle, perfect and my fav. Ily."
12-08-2008

WHAT HAPPENED?

2009-11-13T10:41:00.000-08:00

ruff ruff ,

happy two months birthday :)

i LOVE you

"RIHANNA, A MILLION MILES AWAY"

it's such a sad song.

2009-11-13T02:50:00.000-08:00

its a movement for depressed and troubled teenagers that cuts themselves.

they tend to not know how to handle the emotional pain so they physically hurt themselves.

a scar takes a week to go away, but emotional damages can take years.

you cut and you bleed, but the internal pain still hurts more.

DON'T JUDGE.

2009-11-12T12:42:00.000-08:00

THIS MOVIE IS EPIC!

absolutely worth watching

absolutely worth every penny

absolutely worth the 2 and half hours of your life

the graphics was amazing, the whole movie was amazing

go watch it, go watch it, go watch it

**bought a new long dress and sunglasses

i ♥ shopping

2009-11-11T12:32:00.000-08:00

i don't know why i keep hurting myself like this.

in some twisted way,

part of me finds it comforting and the other part is just so dissapointed how weak i am.

seriously nadia?

2009-11-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL WAS HECTIC!

there are a group of boys who are like pros at cheating and stealing test papers and finding out whats on the test before it actually comes out.

sumpah dorg power.

but today, like all 10 of them got caught.

teachers found pics of the test on their phone, emails, messages.

so they were screwed. they got suspended for a week and so much other shit.

this was for the math test and i was the ONLY girl that was also involve in this apparently.

i had the copy of the test before i took it.

they all got suspended but they never mentioned my name at all.

so im safe. FUHHH. syg dorg kt aku :)

if kene suspended mati dooo!

but they were all like, " BURN THE PAPER NADIA!"

hahaha.

i've learn my lesson to not cheat anymore. KOT ?

2009-11-09T06:21:00.000-08:00

Report cards came out today and as i expected, IM AN IDIOT.

hahahaha.

im such a failure in school right now.

this learning thing just doesnt excite me anymore.

i need an inspiration.

i need to be inspired by something.

something that will change my outlook to this studying shit :D

hopefully it will come soon because i cant stand these bad grades any longer.

hahaha.

i need to stop procrastinating and stop being such a lazy fatass.

that reminds me, i want to join Fitness First and start working out.

HAHAHAHA,

i have a gym buddy already so we'll see :)

**Mama blk msia tomorrow till Nov 17th.

Crap, jealous doo.

i nk jmpe Abah Chak jgk!

So now i have to take care of Daddy and Nurin and do evrything

and try to bring my grades up also.

Haihhh, life is stressing.

i need to PARTY :)

2009-11-08T11:01:00.000-08:00

091109

It use to be a good date but not anymore :(

Abah Chak's operation is tmorrow.

Im so scared. I know i shouldnt be, i should be strong and know that he can get through it.

But im weak. I just pray to god that he will be ok and the operation will successful.

Pls don't take him away from me.

One Year Nine Months Ago...

He told me he loved me :(

And it's just gonna be a bigger reminder that he is gone.

Who knew one day could bring so much sadness.

Two people i love more than anything,

One, i lost already and the other one is going under the knife.

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO HANDLE THAT ?

2009-11-07T11:02:00.000-08:00

New and Different

What is your current mood?

LAZY

Is your family multi-racial?

NOPE

Is America truly “the land of the free?”

I THINK IT IS

How much do you care about your appearance?

ENOUGH TO WANT TO LOOK GOOD. HAHA.

Do you have a favorite period in history that you love to study?

HELL NO

What are your favorite kinds of jokes?

I LIKE ALL JOKES

Do you make to-do lists?

I SHOULD BUT I DONT

If you’re quiet for an extended period of time, what does it most likely mean?

IM THINKING

Could you date a smoker?

MAYBE, DEPENDS.

What’s your ideal job (not career, just something that pays the bills but is still enjoyable?

EDITOR OF A FASHION MAGAZINE

Where is your favorite place to hang out besides your house?

STARBUCKS :)

What is a song that truly changed your life?

ADE BUT CANT THINK OF ONE RIGHT NOW.

Do you remember the day you got your first MySpace?

PSHH YEAHH.

What is one food you despise?

PICKLES

What are your opinions on open/multi-partner relationships?

COMPLETE BULLSHIT.

Could you care for a terminally ill person?

OF COURSE

Do you drop your cell phone frequently?

NO! ONLY ONCE AND TU PN NK NGS DA :D

Name a TV show you could watch over and over on DVD.

GOSSIP GIRLS, 90210, THE OC, AND ALOT MORE

What brand and flavor toothpaste do you use?

COLGATE

What are your favorite kinds of books to read?

GOSSIP GIRLS.

INFINITI :)

2009-11-07T03:16:00.000-08:00

i wish i could DJ :)

the DJs

DJ Flo, awesome dj & i love the mask :P

cool but freaky. haha.

my date <33

**ALOT more pics of facebook :)

2009-11-06T12:28:00.000-08:00

FALL BALL WAS FUCKING AMAZING!

We won second place for the dance!

We kicked the Senior's asses :D

Danced like crazy and now my feet hurts like hell!

HAHAHA.

Ill put pics up later.

2009-11-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

Today;

Dance practice from 3-7pm!

Mall from 7-8pm.

Got new heels and eyeliner!!! Haha.

I AM EXHAUSTED but it was SOO fun :D

Its 10 girls and 7 boys for the dance.

All the soccer players , its THE cutest thing ever watching them.

Tomorrow is the final performance at Fall Ball.

NERVOUS DOO! Hopefully we win!

Confirm i'll start laughing for no reason.

Hahaha.

Tomorrow;

FALL BALL!!

So fucking excited!

Im gonna dance my ass off with those new heels :D

You?

Im sorry ok. I have just been so stressed.

And mood i pn cm ok sometimes, sometimes tk.

But perangai i cmne pn yr still here for me.

THANKS. Yr the best best friend anyone could ask for.

And maybe everything you said was right, i just ssh nk except kot?

Hm, forgive me pls ? ILY.

TDE KEJE :D

2009-11-04T08:25:00.000-08:00

Bass, he is WAY to nice to me :)

Rachel, she is 3 years younger than me but like 3 feet taller than me. :)

Fatima, im her cupid :)

2009-11-04T07:51:00.000-08:00

AKU TAU AKU BODOH.

nk bwt cmne, da mmg bangang.

**can't wait for Fall Ball!

2009-11-03T10:36:00.000-08:00

i made it in Digital Photo.

hmm :/

2009-11-02T09:19:00.000-08:00

i made this in Digital Photo and it got in the Top 5 best enviromental posters out of all the Digital Photo students.

So it was shown in assembly in front of like 600 students.

BANGGA SIOOOOOT!! :D

hahahaha.

2009-11-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA.

english class,

i was VERY amused with the fact that the candy made my tongue black.

nnt nk bli lg la :D

2009-10-31T10:31:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Kiley Falcone

FIRST SCHOOL: Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Bandaraya

FIRST CELL PHONE: Sony Ericson

FIRST FUNERAL: Bapak Tok

FIRST PET: Boboi, the fish.

FIRST BIG TRIP: Pegi US.

FIRST FIGHT: Ngn Faza kot?

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Tk ingt.

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Thailand.

FIRST JOB: Not yet.

FIRST FACEBOOK FRIEND: Yasmin

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS

LAST PERSON I HUGGED: Nora

LAST CAR RIDE: Yesterday night.

LAST TIME I CRIED?: Semalam

LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: Jumper :/

LAST FOOD I ATE: Burrito

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Necklace :)

LAST SHIRT WORN: Black shirt.

LAST PHONE CALL: Yasmin

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Fakh

LAST THING I TOUCHED: My eye

LAST FUNERAL: My greatgrandmother's

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: Yesterday

LAST TIME I WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: Im always excited :)

LAST PERSON I SAW: Mama

LAST THING I DRANK: Fruit punch

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE MY HEART: Fakhrul Aminuddin

LAST TIME I WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Last time i saw him.

BREAST CANCER WALKATHON 2009

2009-10-30T11:49:00.000-07:00

Today;
It was the breast cancer walkathon.
We walked to raise money for the breast cancer charity.
Mama and Nurin did it for girlscout and me and my friends sjesje bwt.
It was fun and it was for a good cause :)

6am-8am
Woke up, ate breakfast,went to school,
Got on the bus, went to BURJUMAN.
Gossiped the whole time on the bus with the girls :)

8am-10am
THE WALKATHON AROUND THE BURJUMAN MALL.
It was 3.5K.
Jauh but tk rse cz we were talking, taking pics, acting stupid the whole time.
Hahaha.
And there was like hundreds and hundreds of people from Dubai so it hectic!
90% were women so that was SOO cool.

10am-12am
Went to Burjuman and ALMOST missed the bus.
Nasib baik mama call ckp the bus nk bertolak da.
We ran our asses off nk g kt bus. Hahaha.
Then had brunch at Cafe Havana with Nora, Dania and Dina.

12am-3pm
TIDOOOOO :D

3pm-7pm
Went shopping for a dress for Fall Ball.
I bought 2 dresses, one shirt and a necklace.
BESTTT :)

my favorite pic :)

Cafe Havana.

SUPPORT BREAST CANCER :)

2009-10-29T11:13:00.000-07:00

BISMILLAHHIRAHMANNIRAHHIM.

pls say its not cancer, pls say its not cancer, pls say its not cancer.

pls say its just a small tumbuhan and a minor operation will make it go away.

pls say it wont be anything serious.

pls make sure he is okay.

take anything away from me just not my grandpa.

i love him way too much and he wants to see me get married.

pls let him see me get married.

haihh,

2009-10-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

LOVE HAPPENS :)
Its a pretty good movie.
It was more about the guy griefing about his dead wife than psl dorg dua.
It was sad, i almost cried tp tahan la en.
HAHAHA.
Went to see it with Soha, Naressa, Dania, Nora, Mikail and Iman.
We all liked it except for the boys. They thought it was boring.
HAHA, boys.
I actually wanted to watch THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE tp da tde :(
I was SOOO dissapointed. :(
I WILL WATCH THAT MOVIE THOUGH :D

PARKOUR

2009-10-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

this parkour shit is pretty cool.

jumping off building, doing stunts? AMAZING.

if aku laki aku da lama bwt da weyy. haha.

2009-10-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

PUT A PICTURE OF YOURSELF:

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?
BURN MY SKIN KT LIGHTBULB

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
CAKE AND BROWNIES AND COOKIES WITH PEOPLE.

How are you feeling at this moment?
PRETTY CRAPPY :)

How did your night go last night?
TAK INGT

How did you do in high school?
SHITTY

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
PAKSU BAGI

How often do you see ur best friend?
A CPL OF TIMES A YEAR JE :/

How much money did you spend last month?
ALOT KOT

How old do you want to be when you get married?
24 AND ABOVE

How old will you be at your next birthday?
18!!

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?
NORA NORMALA OTHMAN

What did you do last weekend?
OUT WITH FRIENDS

What is the most important part of your life?
BEING WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE

What would you rather be doing?
WATCHING TV.

What did you last cry over?
HMPH, PSL APE LG.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
CRY AND SLEEP AND PUNCH SOMETHING

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
PERSONALITY

What are you worried about?
FAILING SCHOOL. HAHA.

What did you have for breakfast?
PANCAKES

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
PROBABLY.

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
YEAH :/

Have you ever been out of the country?
OF COURSE

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
YEAHHH

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
EVRYONE HAS ATLEAST ONCE

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
I WILL ONE DAY :D

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
YUP

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
IN LIKE 4TH GRADE. HAHA.

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?
DANIA <33

Who was the last person you texted?
HANIZ

Who was the last person you hungout with?
I DONT REMEMBER

Who was the last person to call you?
YASMIN

Who did you last hug?
JUDGE

Who is the last person who texted you?
RITIKA

Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
DANIA :)

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?
MALAYSIA

Where did you last go?
SCHOOL

Where did you last hang out?
MADINAT

Where do you go to school?
DUBAI AMERICAN ACADEMY

Where is your favorite place to be?
DOWNTOWN CHICAGO

Where did you sleep last night?
ON MY BED

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
NOT REALLY.

Do you think anyone likes you?
NOPE

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
YEAH

Do you know the muffin man?
YES I DO

Does the future scare you?
HELL YEAH

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
BECAUSE THE ARE CRAZY

Why did you get a myspace?
HANIZ MADE ME :)

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
CZ NADIA IS A NICE NAME. HAHA

Why are you doing this survey?
MALAS BWT HW.

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be??
TELEPORTATION, CM CM JUMPER!

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
OF COURSE.

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
SOMEONE

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
DEPENDS WHICH EX. HAHAHA.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
SURE

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?
NO COMMENT

2009-10-27T11:55:00.000-07:00

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life

♥A Perfect Guy

• give her your hoodie even if you go to different schools

• give her a big t-shirt of yours to sleep in

• leave her cute messages

• kiss her in front of your friends

• tell her she looks beautiful

• look into her eyes when you talk to her

• let her mess with your hair

• just walk around with her

• forgive her for her mistakes

• hold her hand when you're around your friends AND in private.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick

• watch her favorite movie with her

• come up and grab her by the waist

Remember This:

• don't talk about other girls around her.

• if u love her others shouldnt matter

• when she's sad, hang out with her

• let her know she's important.

• kiss her in the pouring rain

• when you fall in love with her, TELL HER.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone else before

• answer her phone calls no matter what.

*there is no such thing as a perfect guy.

there is no such thing as "i will love you forever."

it's just too good to be true.

2009-10-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

CLAUDE KELLY, I HATE LOVE

*this is my current anthem :/

I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving
And it sounds so selfish
But i can’t help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You’d stay cause

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh
I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls
In the middle of the day
Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away
It drives me crazy
Cause i need you with me
I know its time for you to understand when i say that

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh

I don’t want to feel this alone
Everytime you walked out that door (I can’t help it)
I start missing you (I can’t help it no)
Wish I didn’t need you this much (I can’t help it)
But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love
I hate love
I hate love

2009-10-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

Nur Syamimi <33

Happy 17th Birthday My Dear!

I wish you all the best in your life and be happy ok?

Study hard and goodluck for your spm.

I hope you had a great birthday. Sry i couldnt be there.

And i hope YOU AND ARHAM will be together for a long time :)

Be happy with him and enjoy the time you have with him.

LOVEYOUUU!

2009-10-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

DIGITAL PHOTO;

we had to takes pictures of ourselves but that didnt work out very well.

someone was making me laugh the whole time so the pics were shit.

hahaha.

2009-10-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

Bold = True

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a BIG family one day.
35.You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear ‘black & white’ it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘hot & cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush will be/is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show ‘Private Practice.’
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

2009-10-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

Friday;
Naressa's Birthday Dinner

7pm tp 9.30pm
Dinner at Madinat at The Noodle House.
the food was great, the view was great and the people were great as well :)
we sat outside and their was music and all. it was SOO nice.

9.30pm to 11pm
We all went back to her house.
Gossip, danced, laugh and evrything.
Then we decided we wanted to go to out again.

11pm to 1am
We went to this open party and it was amazing.
we danced our asses off but then the party got ruined cz the police came.
HAHAHAHAHA.
underage drinking and the loud music ? cnfrm la kntoi.
but we sneaked out the back, nsb baik ah.
kene tahan mampos but it was hilirious though :P
And there was no other good parties so we went to Atlantis Hotel,
and ate ice cream at Cold Stone.

1am to 3am
We got home and evryone was tired,
so we changed and lpk and mkn cake and MORE gossip :P
then daddy pciked me up around 3am.
cz my parents had to be at Atlantis Hotel since the prime minister's wife dtg.

3am and onwards.
Da mampos atas katil :P
It was such a fun night and we are so doing it again!

the NADIA's pout :P

*more pics on facebook.

2009-10-22T13:00:00.000-07:00

"never give up on something if you can't go on without thinking about it"

2009-10-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

CONFIRM FAIL, CONFIRM FAIL, CONFIRM I FAILED MY BIO TEST.

UGHH!

IM SUCH A FUCKING FAILURE IN EVERY FUCKING SUBJECT AND EVRY FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE.

HAIHH.

WHY AM I SO STUPID? :/

TODAY;

STARBUCKS WITH HARIS

TOMORROW;

NARESSA'S BIRTHDAY DINNER

SATURDAY;

HOPEFULLY TIDOOO JE :D

2009-10-20T12:35:00.000-07:00

1. How are you?
IM FINE :)

2. Who was the last person you hugged?
I DONT REMEMBER

3. Look to your left, what do you see?
CLOSET

4. Where do you like to be the most?
IN THE SNOW

5. Whats your fave film?
STEP UP 2, G.I JOE

6. What does the last person you commented on fs mean to you?
I DONT USE MY FRIENDSTER

7. What did you last laugh about?
ARJUN AS A HOBO!

8. Where was your default took?
BUKIT JALIL. MU VS. MALAYSIA.

BEST GLA.

9. Whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?
BODY AND FACE

10. If your still in school, whats your fave lesson?
ECONOMICS ?

11. What do you work as / want to work as?
EDITOR OF A FASHION MAGAZINE :D

12. Do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?
NOPE.

13. Who never fails to make you laugh?
EVERYONE MAKES ME LAUGH

14. What are you listening to right now?
BOYS LIKE GIRLS, LOVE DRUNK

15. Who did you last have a sleepover with?
YASMIN

16. I bet you miss someone, who?!
YES I DO

17. Are you happy with your life right now?
NTAH. SOMETIMES OK, SOMETIMES TK.

18. Why did you last get upset?
7.48PM

19. Who was the last person you texted?
IEQA

20. Who do you live with?
FAMILY

21. Do you like living with them?
SOMETIMES

22. Who did you last shout at and why?
BASIEL, HE HIT ME. LAKI DAYUS. HAHA

23. Are you normally a happy person?
USUALLY

24. What was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?
BAND SLAM WITH MAMA & NURIN

25. Whats your fave food?
ITALIAN ALL THE WAY BABY :)

&& KENNY ROGERS

26. Are you in love?
DOES IT MATTER?

27. Do you remember how you was 3 years ago?
HAHAHA.

28. If so, does it make you cringe?
KINDA

29. If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
THAT PERSON I LOVE

30. Whats your fave thing in your room?
MY CLOTHES!

31. If you had one wish, what would you wish for ?
HMM ?

32. Any last words?

SCHOOL IS FUCKING ME UP THE ASS

2009-10-18T13:27:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE TWINS :)

Yah & Ieqa!

Hope you guys have a good birthday, and may all your wishes come true.

you guys have been an amazing friend to me.

thank you so much.

i love you both veryvery much,

and i tk sbr nk jmpe korg :D

blaja rajin rajin tau ? confirm you guys will ace your spm.

i believe in you guys.

love you yah jerawat and ieqa mok.

<33

2009-10-18T12:37:00.001-07:00

"fine kte over"

"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"
"fine kte over"

2009-10-17T03:12:00.000-07:00

you know who you are.

pls just take care of yourself.

and,

I MISS YOU.

Happy 20 Months Anniversary.

2009-10-13T10:30:00.001-07:00

july 18, 2009.

remember how amazing that day was?

i was so damn happy and it was because of you.

because you were with me and it was just the two of us spending time tgether.

the memory of that day is still clear in my head :)

and its all thanks to you.

thanks baby.

i know things are really rocky with us right now,

and we want things to be the way it use to be,

i still hope we can make things work and be tgether bcz you mean the world to me, Aminuddin.

im way too inlove with you and i want to be with you.

and i cant imagine it any other way.

pls, lets make this work ok ?

HAPPY ONE YEAR 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR.

2009-10-12T11:22:00.000-07:00

talked to haniz today on yahoo messenger :)

awwh, it was so nice.

just telling each other evrything and even though we're far,

its still the same.

i love this girl <33

we're okay.

i HOPE so badly it stays that way.

i don't wanna fight with you anymore, AMINUDDIN.

i love you too much :)

i miss this boy so fucking much, no one understands how much.

love you both!