DOTDOTDOT.

im not the biggest fan of roller coaster,

but the one i went on today, BAPAK BEST :D

it is one of the best way nk release tension.

close your eyes, scream your head off!

and for that whole 5 mins on the roller coaster,

all the problems and the anger and the sadness just went away.

it was a good feeling.

i will HAVE to do that again :)

** dancing is still my favarite way to release stress though.

i talked to HIM today.

i asked HIM about 5 times if HE was alright,

and HE said "don't worry, ill survive" and HE laughed.

a tear drop ran down my face.

HE said "take care and be happy"

i said "be strong and i love you so much"

HE need chemotherapy and another operation.

the cancer is still there.

im scared shitless and HE is the one that's trying to be strong for me.

i dont know if i can face HIM without breaking down.

i love you ABAH CHAK.

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.

DON'T LEAVE.